Return "home"

Today I'm back home in Princes Town (South Trinidad) with my family. It feels weird as I've been in San Juan for over 6 months with the occasional visit home. I'm still trying to dedicate a lil more time to studying but for some reason I'm just avoiding it as soon as I get started. Sighz!

I'm starting to think that I wont do anything at all and find myself in a mess for my exam. Hopefully I pick up a book or two today.

Any advice ppl out there??

First day home

So today marks the start of my "unemployment" phase as I decided not to extend my contract where I worked (honestly I think it was stupid to not make me permanent) but say what that's how it goes. Although I have an exam Monday coming, I still haven't solidly studied anything. I just cannot for the love of me find the motivation to pick up a book. I mean I know that my degree is coming close to an end and I know I still have 1 semester to go. Its just that after having to deal with "life" I'm starting to question if this is really the field I want to pursue...after all IT is becoming heavily saturated..or is it that my patience is wearing thin and I'm just fed up of school!!!
Honestly I have not had a vacation since I wrote CXC which was about 5 years ago sooo I am looking forward to my pending trip to the US (*happy dance).


For anyone who's reading, do you have any advice on what I should do? Its my first time going to the US and travelling alone....yes I am 22 but I've been pretty much "sheltered" most of my life